a) I just got too busy; and
b) I was finding it all too depressing.
It felt like every second news story was a tale of how my current government is making actions that I just cannot agree with. And I try not to believe the headlines. I try to dig deeper, do some research, thinking "they can't honestly mean THAT, can they?" Trying to get a more rounded opinion takes time, which I don't have. But, even sadder, when I have tried to dig below the surface, the answer has been "Yes, that IS what they meant." And THAT has been even more depressing!! It has actually been kind of paralyzing.
I have fallen behind in my challenge of a letter a month to my member. As in my previous post, time to be politically engaged is hard. But I confess, I also stopped writing because I got a response from my local Federal MP. Shock!
I GOT A RESPONSE!!
And the response was actually a missed call on my mobile and a voice message. A voice message! The message was very gracious and very apologetic about not replying sooner. The member asked if we could meet for coffee to discuss education. MEET FOR COFFEE!!
My first reaction was to feel little scared being so directly contacted. There is definitely a nice anonymity about writing a letter or email. And to meet for coffee, face to face, could be quite unnerving; requiring me to be totally on-the-ball with the facts and the issues at hand, and maybe also feeling social obligation to be nicer than I actual felt.
My second reaction however was to feel annoyed at the suggestion. I am struggling to have time to manage a family, a part time professional job, have meaningful relationships with friends and family plus stay engaged with what the rest of the world is doing and is heading, let alone have time to have coffee with my local MP. I am not sure if they are really on my highest priority of my time! And I don't think I am the only one in my electorate who is like that.
I get that if I believe the issues are so important, I should invest in the time. It is definitely a case of priorities and the immediate well being of my family and friends is more important to me. But also challenging these issues will help with their long term well being.
But it's January and things have been quieter and I've had more brain space to look at the issues again. I also note that the fear that "no one else cares" is subsiding as the polling shows that other. I note the QLD election results tonight as well as Victoria's a few months ago. NSW state election is just around the corner. It's time to get fired up again!!!
Post script: this has been incorrectly dated as February when I originally posted this in January. Weird.
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